16th September 2026
“Aai, can you please stop feeding me now?”
“Devaa… I told you you’ve grown up, but not that I’d stop feeding
you.”
“No, I didn’t mean it that way. But…”
“But? What? Is the food not good? It’s your favorite
waran-bhat…”
“No, Aai. Your hands stink.”
“Oh, okay. Let me quickly grab a spoon. Wait…”
“I will eat on my own, Aai. Don’t worry.” This was the conversation
between Kamla and her 7-year-old son, Pravin.
We decluttered some things last month, and it turned out to be more
than I expected. So, instead of bothering our society’s waste
picker, I thought of dropping the stuff myself at the neighborhood
garbage depot. I covered my nose before stepping closer and threw
the two big blue plastic bags—stuffed with worn-out items—with all
the strength I had.
What caught my eye next was shocking.
Three women in shabby clothes were comfortably sitting on the
pile of waste, trying to find something useful among the discarded
items. That sight is something I will always remember in my low
moments. One of them was Kamla. Her smile—so warm, so bright—could
easily light up the whole horizon. Her big red bindi sat so
naturally on her forehead, as if it were always meant to be there,
and her eyes were full of hope and compassion. I was hooked; that
moment froze for me as if Kamla had hypnotized me. With so little at
hand and such limited resources, she was content. I found myself
envious of her. How could she be?
I stayed and observed for twenty minutes before following her. She
walked into the nearby slums with two heavy polythene bags slung
over her shoulders. I kept wondering what she had found worthy in
that dumpyard.
She entered a tiny house squeezed between others, barely a hundred
square feet in size. The only well-defined area was a small kitchen
platform. A handful of groceries were neatly arranged in small
plastic containers, none of which matched, and a few were even
empty. She cooked a quick meal for her son and was eager to feed him
when I overheard their exchange.
After he insisted on eating by himself, I saw Kamla rush to
the kitchen platform to wipe her eyes with the soiled pallu of her
saree. She untied the handles of the polythene bags hanging from a
wall hook, peeped inside, closed them, and hung them back up.
I don’t know what was inside, but as a mother, Kamla is clearly
trying to save something for her son—something she hopes will spare
Pravin the awkwardness he feels. I hope no mother ever has to hear
those words. Kamla has her constraints, but I deeply respect her
dignity.
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